December 19, 2010

I missed yoga. I missed exercise in general. I missed how it makes my muscles feel and how much energy it gives me.  I think I'll try to be vegan again...or at least eat more raw.  I tried to go running today but I haven't been running outside in a loooong time.  Especially not in 20 degree weather. My body is so not used to it.  BUT on my way back I found an eye patch, a magic wand silly band, and a sparkly marble.  I gave them to my sister.

I was thinking back to fourth grade today.  My teacher still sends me christmas cards.  She was my favorite teacher.  She's retired now and her husband recently passed away.  Back in fourth grade she had a piano and a guitar in her room. Penelope the Piano and George the Guitar.  She's the reason I'm so into music now.  My favorite song we sang was Down on the Corner by Creedence Clearwater Revival. Early exposure to CCR. I still know the words when it comes on the radio.  In our fourth grade play, We the People, I had to play the Statue of Liberty because I was the tallest girl.  I had to sing a solo too. Boy, was that interesting hahahaha.

End of that rant.  Next rant: yearbook superlatives.  They were supposed to have 4 people for most musical so it was Oleg, Conner, Brenna, and me.  But the stupid yearbook lady cut it down to 2 people AFTER all four of us had found out.  So now it's just Brenna and Oleg.  I'm so angry.  Brenna and I tried talking to someone about getting all four of us in but the yearbook lady is stubborn and stupid. It's not like it costs any more to put 4 people in. Gah this whole situation makes me so mad.  I told my mom when I found out and she was so proud of me and then I had to tell her I'm not in it anymore. eksdfhvnlckaejsdfhvncjk. What a downer. What a morale crusher. I mean, Brenna only sings.  I'm being really selfish and narcissistic but this is a blog, that's what I'm supposed to do, eh? Brenna sings, I play like 7 instruments proficiently. I don't even know if Brenna can play any instruments.  Vocalists can barely read music too. Generalization there but oh well. Ugh. Ughughughughughugh. I guess there's nothing I can do about it now except accept the fact that Brenna is more popular to begin with so people just voted for her because they didn't know who else to vote for.  I shouldn't be getting so worked up about this situation. It's just a stupid yearbook thing. I just think it's unfair that all four of us found out and two had to be kicked out of it. No parting gift either. Just a nice slap in the face by reality, saying "suck it, you narcissistic bitch." Cool.

1 comment:

  1. It's just a superlative, but you're right. But hey, you know you are an amazing musician and you can prove it. Let's jam, I want to make Landlocked Blues ours.

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