Today was the most stressful day I've had in a loooong time.
2:30- piano lesson
3:00- get instruments together
4:00- rehearsal
4:30- find/chase down pizza guy
4:45- sprint around school still looking for pizza guy
5:15- find pizza guy, get trampled by hungry students
5:30- change into uniform, grab viola
5:40- take string orchestra picture
5:50- grab violin, take chamber orchestra picture
6:00- rehearse with concert chorus, playing guitar
6:15- find officers, pack up/unpack instruments
6:30- set up chairs and stands, memorize seating
6:45- start stressing out, wonder where to put instruments backstage
7:00- more rehearsal/warm ups/break down during scales and  cry all over violin from stress
7:20- go into auditorium
7:30- play guitar for concert chorus (i've only played guitar for a few months..)
7:35- run backstage, grab viola and violin and tuner, run back on stage to set up chairs again
7:45/50ish-play with string orchestra, grab violin
8:00ish- dump viola, play with chamber orchestra
8:10ish- throw violin down, set up chairs AGAIN
8:15ish- play with full orchestra
8:25ish- play with symphony orchestra
8:35ish- push chairs and stands back, ditch instruments backstage
8:40ish- watch other groups from audience and try to calm down
9:10- eat food, clam down more
I'm breaking out in hives and around 7 my pulse was at 110 bpm. great night. I think I played alright....

I thought I was gonna pass out or die or something. Dmilz was very concerned.  When he asked me if I needed to go get a drink and calm down was when I really broke down.  I stuck it out though. I did what I needed to do, I guess that's the beset I can do.  No more music for a while now.  I have string long tomorrow so that means food and a movie. gzfjergsvnm calm. breathe.