I don't learn from my lessons.  But I'm starting to think that my subconscious doesn't want me to learn.  I keep hurting myself one way or another because I don't have the will power to stop.  How am I supposed to build up my will power when I don't have any to begin with.  It's so ironic.  Like downloading internet from the internet.

I'm learning harmonica.  I can actually play some songs on it.  People say that it's so hard to learn but I picked it up for the first time and learned a song in 5 minutes.  I don't even have to think when I play. Clarinet on the other hand....ugh. I'm terrible. I decided to try learning that.  My cousin taught me how to actually make notes come out and not squeaks though.  I guess that's a start. I've never needed my mouth to play an instrument except harmonica.  It hurts your face if you don't have those muscles.  I also bite my tongue when I play.  It's not fun but I'm determined to learn as much as I can before my face falls off.