It's 4 am and I'm still awake. Bleh.  I tried listening to music but I just ended up going through both Noah and the Whale albums I have about 4 times each.  And an Alexi Murdoch album 2 or 3 times.  I played sudoku on my zune until half the battery was gone (which takes a lot of playing). I usually clean my room when I can't sleep but I don't have any place to put the stuff on my desk right now. I want to brush my teeth again. My mouth feels gross. And my face feels gross. But going to the bathroom means waking everyone up.  Food would be nice right now too. Or water. I keep cracking my back every few minutes.  That's one of the best things about not being able to sleep. You lay in your bed for a while then sit up and you can crack your whole spine twice.  It's kinda lonely being awake now.  No one is online. No one is awake to text. The birds are already starting to wake up.  I think too much when I can't sleep. But it's not like normal thinking where there's actually an end to all the thoughts.I just think the same thing over and over about 100 times. It's like a rhythm.  The same words over and over and over exactly the same.  Or I'll start running my dances in my head. But only one little section over and over and over again.  The same with music. Never a full song. Just a few words of it.  It's really annoying and I don't know how to stop it.   I'm not sure why I can't sleep either.  This isn't my usual type of insomnia.  Maybe it's jet lag still? It's been a few days though, I should be back to normal by now.  I'd read my book but I don't want to turn on the lights- they're too bright. I have my laptop on the dimmest setting.  I'm going to Good Will and the Salvation Army tomorrow to find some clothes and shoes but I'll probably be dead by the time we leave.  I'm addicted to minesweeper and sudoku.  I can't stop. I do sudoku while walking. It's bad.  I hear birds.  I want to go outside.  I went driving yesterday (sunday) and I shouldn't be allowed near other cars for a year or two.  I'm really bad at parking and sometimes I hit the gas pedal instead of the brakes.. But I did see a deer.  Luckily it stayed on the side of the road.  No casualties on my first legal drive.  I think I'll go brush my teeth and stuff. Okay that's much better. I guess I'll try to read since there's nothing left to do and it will kill the repetition.