January 31, 2010

No one reads the titles.

"Have you taken your pills today?"
-yes, dad.
"All of them?"
-yes, dad.

This conversation happens every morning. It reminds me how much I've changed lately. I meet with my psychiatrist this week. She'll ask how the meds are working and if there are any side effects. I'll probably tell her they work just fine. But in all honesty, they make me feel like a robot. The ADHD meds do nothing. I have no idea what's going on in any of my classes. I try so hard to remember but I just can't. I'm afriad of starting American Lit. I know I won't do well.

I want to go to college for music therapy. Not so much for the reason that I could help people (because I'm not great at that) but so I could show people how beneficial music can be.

Well I should go take those pills.

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