Stupid parents. I saw Alice last night with my best friend who I rarely see because she goes to Burncoat so I was really happy all night and so I had so much energy. So I was skipping all around and talking really fast and just being crazy (I'm always like that around her) and I just had a really good night. So last night after she left I got really sick and my stomach killed and it still hurts today (possible stomach bug) and so my dad comes into the room about 15 minutes ago and says "I'm proud of how you're pulling your act together but your mother says you were acting strange last night. Did you take anything?"
NO!! Dammit! I've been clean for at least a month now. Is there something wrong with being happy now? Do you expect me not to be happy and immediately assume I'm on something? I can't win! Even when I'm not depressed and clean they think I'm a terrible child! I hate this. They probably don't even believe me now! Anything I say must be a lie, right? WRONG. Just stop this. It's stupid. I'm clean. Drug test me if you really want to! I don't care because it'll come out negative! dammit.
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