I decided to go raw. Or almost. I'll try to take it gradually.

I'm mostly doing it because I'm sick of what mass production and that kind of stuff is doing to society.  Half the stuff people eat now shouldn't even be considered food.  Another reason is because I wanted to go vegan again. It's not like I'm morally opposed to eating meat or anything- if I was stuck in the wilderness I would totally eat anything that moved. I wouldn't sacrifice myself for some cute bunny or deer. But it's more for health reasons. Our bodies have evolved so we can't digest meat like we used to.  And I'm lactose intolerant so and dairy product should go anyway.  But most food now just makes me really sick.  Growing up I thought it was normal to feel really sick after eating....it's not. Apparently that doesn't happen to most people.  So I figured that if I start eating raw I'll get more nutrients and I'll feel a lot healthier.

So yeah..that's about it.

Oh yeah, I got my Zune (well..a new one that they sent instead-black not red- which is incredibly more stylish than the red I have to say.) so I'm syncing all my music. And I'm doing it all in parts now because I broke the last one by trying to sync 10,000 songs all at once and it fried the hard drive. Oops.

It doesn't feel like summer. I feel like I should still be freaking out about trying to pass honors chemistry (worse decision of my life). It felt weird going through my backpack an hour ago and recycling all of my chemistry papers.  I'm not even taking a science next year. What a relief.  

I got my first sunburn of the year. It's terrible too.  I went kayaking today so my back is all splotchy from where the seat rubbed off the sunscreen and my thighs are burnt up to where my shorts were.  And unfortunately my year-old bathing suit no longer has stretchy elastic so the butt was all saggy and annoying me and the halter top was loose so my boobs are sufficiently burnt on the sides.

I've been social lately. It's different for me. Usually I find myself making up plans to avoid parties and social gatherings of sorts. 

I've decided that after I get out of college I'm gonna take like 2 months and just travel. By foot that is.  Some long trail that I can just backpack on. Jack London and Emerson have got my brain thinking differently lately.  My goal for this week is to finish The Conduct of Life by Emerson. I'm still on chapter one. Studying comes before reading.

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I need friends. I've been lonely lately.  I think I need summer. But I'll end up not doing anything anyway because people don't wanna hang out with me.

Bleh.